Jump, Rest

I am feeling massively overwhelmed these days. I used to think it was because I was in college while holding down two jobs or because I was teaching school, coaching cheerleaders, taking Master’s classes, etc., then I thought it was because I was pregnant while doing all of these things. Now, I am pretty sure it is because I take on too many commitments, procrastinate, and then try to do them all at once! Today alone I tried to prepare for a baby shower, go to an all-day crop with my sisters, prepare for church, attend a birthday party and a drag race, all while attempting to clean my house, care for my daughter, and <gasp> dare I kiss my husband!?!

Notice: I mentioned nothing about taking time for the Lord. I know He is my refuge, my strength, my joy. I know that His burden is light; mine is the one that overwhelms me while I endeavour to do it all on my own. When am I going to begin to leave it up to Him? How long until I realize that I have such a peace even in hectic times as long as He is in charge? It’s like hesitating to jump off a cliff even though I know that there is a large hand waiting to miraculously swoop in and cradle me. I’ve gotta let go–live simply–live faithfully–live peacefully. ‘Gotta take the jump and rest in Him.